07/24/00 -- Welcome to Post-Clarion let-down
And separation anxiety
So I'm home, right? Feh.
I actually got sleep last night. Clarion
insomnia seems to have left me behind for now... Or maybe it was
just two days of driving that knocked me out.
I started unpacking. Jonah set up my
desktop last night so that's there, ready, waiting. I talked to some
friends online and sent more email back and forth in one afternoon than I
have in a single day in a very long time.
Boo bought me wonderful welcome-home
presents: Bahamut (a Final Fantasy action figure with major
wings) and two six-packs of hard lemonade.
I tried to do stuff today, but I failed. I
didn't get much unpacking done. I found the business card for the
woman who did my hair. She's not around today or tomorrow so I guess
my roots will wait until Friday or Saturday.
I'd considered going into work today. Or
tomorrow. Instead of waiting for Wednesday when everyone is
expecting me.
Feh.
I'm actually not looking forward to work on
Wednesday, in spite of my earlier insanity. I don't want to think
about people asking me about Clarion, how it went, what stories I wrote
and stuff.
I may disappear from my journal for a little
while. I need to pull my head back together. Besides, I doubt
much is going to happen in the next couple of weeks.