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"What are words for? When no one listens, there's no use talking at all." -- Missing Persons |
Life and Art: Confessions of an Ex-Cool Kid Two years ago now, someone I ran into at a party told me something
Oscar Wilde once said. Wilde was quoted as saying, "One should
either be a work of art, or wear a work of art." I don't know when
he said it, or who he said it to, but I think it's a great quote and it
gives a lot of insight into the way people think and maybe even why they
do some of the things they do. The search for art is a potential quest
for every human being. Piercings and tattoos seem to be a lot more popular today in the
Western World than they were back when I was in high school, and they're
certainly more popular now than they were before I was born. And by the
same token, they are old news to a number of tribal cultures who have
piercings that would make most high school kids twitch. And these tribal
piercings are considered an important part of their society, a coming of
age, and, in some cases, artistic. In our Western society, the people
who are inside Society look at piercings and tattoos as something
outside of society, something rebellious, and something unattractive.
But inside the piercing and tattooing sub-culture (the people outside of
Society), they're considered art. Tattoos and piercings are often
referred to as body modifications, but more often, they're called body
art. A number of people who get pierced and/or tattooed are looking to
make art of themselves, they're looking for control over who they are
and what they are, the control of an artist over a canvas. I was in the fourth grade when I got my first piercings. They weren't
anything exciting by today's standards, but for a fourth grade girl who
was the only girl in her class who still didn't have her ears pierced
they were exciting: little gold posts with tiny pieces of topaz
centered in them. When I got those done I wasn't thinking about art, I
wasn't thinking about control, I wasn't thinking about anything more
than fitting in and being cool. Fourth graders are pretty hung up on
being cool. Since then, I've added a few more. In high school, having two holes
in your earlobes was cool (and if fourth graders were hung up on cool,
high school kids were neurotic about it). I wanted more than that,
though. I added another pair of ear rings to each ear lobe, and a third
piercing to my left. Back then, no one asked me why I did it. Ears were
okay to pierce, I was still cool, and I never gave a thought to art or
control. Even when I had the cartilage of my left ear pierced, people
didn't look askance at me. There weren't sidelong glances until I got my
tongue pierced, and then more when I got my eyebrow pierced. The other
rings I've got in my ears (each tragus is pierced and the conch of my
left ear is also pierced) draw incredulous stares and "Didn't that hurt?"
questions which were followed by assertations that it must have, even
though I said, "No." Sometime between fourth grade and college, I stepped out of the
social realm of "cool" and into the realm of art, out of the
mainstream and into the misunderstood. When I stopped poking holes to go
with the crowd, when I stopped thinking, "Well, all the other kids
are doing it so it must be cool." When I started thinking about
what I was really doing and why, I started making conscious
decisions about what I wanted to do with my body, what I wanted my body
to look like. Those decisions included metal, they included ink, they
included hair dye, henna, and sometimes makeup. It wasn't about cool
anymore, it was about art. At this point I'm pretty well known at work because of my piercings.
Some of the people don't know me personally, but if they hear my name,
their immediate response is, "Oh, that chick with the metal through
her face who wears black all the time." Whether they consider me a
work of art is probably up for debate, and whether they consider the
modifications I've chosen to make to my body art is also likely up for
debate. (If you want to debate it, however, remember that art doesn't
equal beauty and beauty doesn't equate to art.) But art has always been
misunderstood, and artists have been misunderstood as well, often
branded as madmen, lunatics, heretics… that's the way life goes. Life
and art are both what you make of them and people shouldn't blame the
artist or the canvas for the message they interpret from either. So there you go, Mr. Wilde... I've got both suggestions down pat. I
am a work of art, and I wear the art of several different tattoo and
piercing artists. I am canvas and artist both and wherever I am in the
world, my museum, The Museum of Me, is right there. For more information about body modifications, you can go to BME,
an e-zine dedicated to information about various forms of body
modifications and art. |
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